Buttt Gunz what if that makes it worse D: ,, tomorrow i have an appointment with my counselor my sister thought it was enough and she made plans so i couldn't go hiding anymore >_> (i'm not getting bullied or somethin)
i'm not that afraid of changing but i am if it makes it worse... and that i would just trouble people more >_> ,, i guess i'll see what happens tomorrow but i'm afraid D: ... also i have no idea where to start making steps . - . ,, i tend to overestemate myself and say ' it will all get better just chill 8D ' but that just made it worse...
Uhm i have a lot of mental pressure on me, since i'm not a good daughter >_> and stuff and i don't do anything. i really think i'm a horrible person.
School is being a silly goose, my biggest fear is that i will be held back a grade OTL
My family has problems, also problems with me = _ =
There's a lot of things going on. >_> sorry if i'm not specific i'm really ashamed of myself and my problems OTL
Yo, see, if you're scared to change atm and STILL try to change. You're damn right you're gonna get nowhere, you'll probably end up worse and become a burden.
The best thing to do is just to really chill out, go mellow about it, once you get into the habit, change will be nothing. And don't give a shart about what other people think because it's what you think that counts. If you go optimistically, it'll all be just cool.
So you're not overestimating yourself...you're doubting. And a lot.
Not gud bro. Not gud.